Sedgwick, Catharine Maria. The Linwoods, volume 1
Electronic Text Center, University of Virginia Library

| Table of Contents for this work |
| All on-line databases | Etext Center Homepage |


Eliot Lee to his Mother.

" -- Town, 1778.

   "I have arrived thus far, my dear mother, on
my journey; and, according to my promise, am
beginning the correspondence which is to soften
our separation.

   "My spirits have been heavy. My anxious
thoughts lingered with you, brooded over dear
Bessie and the little troop, and dwelt on our home
affairs.

   "I feared Harris would neglect the thrashing,
and the wheat might not turn out as well as we
hoped; that the major might forget his promise
about the husking bee; that the pumpkins might
freeze in the loft (pray have them brought down,
I forgot it!); that the cows might fail sooner than
you expected; that the sheep might torment you.



-99-


SMALL | MEDIUM

In short, dear mother, the grief of parting seemed
to spread its shadows far and wide. If Master
Hale could have penetrated my mental processes,
he would have deemed his last admonition, to
deport myself in thought, word, and deed, like a
scholar, a soldier, and a gentleman, quite lost upon
me. I was an anxious wretch, and nothing else.
Poor Kisel did not serve as a tranquillizer. His
light wits were throwing off their fermentation, in
whistling, laughing, and soliloquizing: and this,
with Beauty's shambling gait, neither trot, canter,
nor pace, but something compounded of all, irri-
tated my nerves. Never were horse and rider
better matched. Together, they make a fair cen-
taur; the animal not more than half a horse, and
Kisel not more than half a man; there is a
ludicrous correspondence between them; neither
vicious, but both unbreakable, and full of all man-
ner of tricks.

   "Our land at this moment teems with scenes
of moral and poetic interest. We made our first
stop at the little inn in R -- . The landlord's
son was just setting off to join the quota to be sent
from-that county. The father, a stout old man,
was trying to suppress his emotion by bustling
about, talking loud, whistling, hemming, and cough-
ing. The mother, her tears dropping like rain,
was standing at the fire, feeling over and over again
the shirts she was airing for the knapsack. `He's
our youngest,' whispered the old man to me, `and



-100-


SMALL | MEDIUM

mammy is dreadful tender of him, poor boy!'
`Not mammy alone,' thought I, as the old man
turned away to brush off his starting tears. The
sisters were each putting some love-token, socks,
mittens, and nutcakes into the knapsack, which they
looked hardy enough to have shouldered, while one
poor girl sat with her face buried in her handker-
chief, weeping most bitterly. The old man patted
her on the neck -- `Come, Letty, cheer up!' said
he; `Jo may never have another chance to fight
for his country, and marrying can be done any day
in the year.' He turned to me with an explanatory
whisper; `'Tis tough for all -- Jo and Letty are
published, and we were to have the wedding thanks-
giving evening.'

   "All this was rather too much for me to bear,
in addition to the load already pressing on my
heart; so without waiting for my horse to be fed,
I mounted him and proceeded.

   "My next stop was in H -- . There the com-
pany had mustered on the green, in readiness to
begin their march. Some infirm old men, a few
young mothers, with babies in their arms, and all
the boys in the town, had gathered for the last fare-
well. The soldiers were resting on their muskets,
and the clergyman imploring the benediction of
Heaven on their heads. `Can England,' thought
I, `hope to subdue a country that sends forth its
defenders in such a spirit, with arms of such a



-101-


SMALL | MEDIUM

temper?' Oh, why does she not respect in her
children the transmitted character of their fathers!

   "I arrived at Mrs. Ashley's just as the family
were sitting down to tea. She and the girls are
in fine spirits, having recently received from the
colonel accounts of some fortunate skirmishes with
the British. The changed aspect of her once
sumptuous tea-table at first shocked me; but my
keen appetite (for the first time in my life, my
dear mother, I had fasted all day) quite overcame
my sensibilities; the honest pride with which my
patriotic hostess told me she had converted all her
table-cloths into shirts for her husband's men, and
the complacency with which she commended her
sage tea, magnified the virtues of her brown bread,
and self-sweetened sweetmeats would have given
a relish to coarser fare more coarsely served.

   "I have been pondering on the character of
our New-England people during my ride. The
aspect of our society is quiet, and, to a cursory
observer, it appears tame. We seem to have the
plodding, safe, self-preserving virtues; to be in-
dustrious, frugal, provident, and cautious; but to
want the enthusiasm that gives to life all its poetry
and almost all its charms. But it is not so; there
is a strong under-current. Let the individual or
the people be roused by a motive that approves
itself to the reasoning and religious mind, a fervid
energy, an all-subduing enthusiasm bursts forth,
not like an accidental and transient conflagration,



-102-


SMALL | MEDIUM

but operating, like the elements, to great effects, and
irresistibly. This enthusiasm, this central fire,
is now at its height. It not only inflames the
eloquence of the orator, kindles the heart of the
soldier, the beacon-lights and strong defences of
our land; but it lights the temple of God, and
burns on the family altar. The old man throws
away his crutch; the yeoman leaves the plough in
the half-turned furrow; and the loving, quiet matron
like you, my dear mother, lays aside her domestic
anxieties, dispenses with her household comforts,
and gives the God-speed to her sons to go forth
and battle it for their country. The nature of the
contest in which we are engaged illustrates my
idea. Its sublimity is sometimes obscured by the
extravagance of party zeal. We have not been
goaded to resistance by oppression, nor fretted and
chafed, with bits and collars, to madness; but our
sages, bold with the transmitted spirit of freedom,
sown at broadcast by our Pilgrim fathers, have
reflected on the past and calculated the future; and
coolly estimating the worth of independence and
the right of self-government, are willing to hazard
all in the hope of gaining all; to sacrifice them-
selves for the prospective good of their children.
This is the dignified resolve of thinking beings,
not the angry impatience of overburdened animals.

   "But good-night, dear mother. After this I
shall have incidents, and not reflections merely, to
send you. The pine-knot, by the light of which



-103-


SMALL | MEDIUM

I have written this, is just flickering its last flame.
`I cannot afford you a candle,' said my good hostess
when she bade me good-night; `we sold our tallow
to purchase necessaries for the colonel's men -- poor
fellows, some of them are yet barefooted!'

   "I shall enclose a line to Bessie -- perhaps she
will show it to you; but do not ask it of her. Tell
dear Fan I shall remember her charge, and give
the socks she knit to the first `brave barefooted sol-
dier' I see. Sam must feed Steady for me; and
dear little Hal must continue, as he has begun, to
couple brother Eliot with the `poor soldiers' in his
prayers. Again farewell, dear mother. Your
little Bible is before me; my eye rests on the
few lines you traced on the title-page; and as I
press my lips to them, they inspire holy resolu-
tions. God grant I may not mistake their fresh-
ness for vigour. What I may be is uncertain;
but I shall ever remain, as I am now, dearest
mother,


"Your devoted son,

"Eliot Lee."