
As I have allowed so long a
time to pass without writing to you I thought it
would be very appropriate to write on the last day
of the month. Shall I beg pardon dearest, or not?
My only excuse for not writing sooner is that I
have had no[ t] time.
How has the[illeg.] month of July been spent
by you dear. More useful than by me I trust, Just
one continual round of visiting, accompanied my
vacation, but I could not feel contented. I longed so
much for the time to come when I could again call
my little "flock" around me and, in my feeble way

I attended the "Aid Society" at E. Claridon yesterday for the first
time. How happy the ladies seem while engaged in
their noble cause, and well they may be happy. Busy
fingers were flying, until five o'clock when-the Pres't
being absent-the Secretary. (Mrs Ailsworth) called
"the house"
DearTo: Charlie
what do you think of the movements
at Richmond. Are you not fearful that we[ 'l] [ will] [ shall] be
defeated. I know not why it is but I have more con-
fidence in Pope's ability to conquer Richmond with his
handful of men than in McClellan, with his
vast army. McClellan is fast losing the confidence

I received your gift by the kindness ofCapt,
Wood. I was very thankful for it, you must hurry
and come home (guess you willhurry) and tell me
how you [unclear: captured] it as you promised me.
DearTo: Charlie
why do you not write to Laurie. She
has notrec'd a letter from you for a long long
time or at least had not when I left Mecca, I
do not doubt but that your time for writing is
very limited or you would write oftener to me
over two weeks has elapsed since I heard from

Would that I could be with you dear and be a
sharer of the sufferings you endure, but I have wished
that often enough to realize that it is useless.
I have not heard from Hallie for some time, the
last he wrote, he was very anxious to take the filed
and wished to go to Richmond. He is still
acting as provost marshall over Cumberland.
I trust he will not be required to go there.
Perhaps I do wrong in wishing him not to go
but when I consult my own feelings I can not
help it. Dora is waiting for me to go down
with her and I must close write very often
darling. and may Angels guard thee for
Addie